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Hello people!It's been ages since the last time updated this blog right? Can you see the spider webs here and there?hehe.. Go away spideys! :) So, how y'all been doing? I hope you're doing just fineeeee~ By the way, I think I'll be updating this blog more often.. I have a reason to do so now.. Though I don't know whether you'll be reading this or not.. But who cares? I'm still gonna 'write'. So yeah.. Naseha Uyaina is back people! LOL

So, time flies so fast isn't it? It feels like I have just entered UM yesterday (Ok, that's too much of a hyperbola. But yeah. Time flies so fast, that's my point). I finally think that I'm able to cope with UM's cruelty, heartless, and murderous environment. I think that I can now breathe right. I can sleep well at night. I'm enjoying myself here. Praise to God!!!

We are like total nerds I tell you! Who studies from 8 pm in the evening up till 7 in the morning? For 3 freaking days? Hell yeah we did. And we only slept for like... 2 hours at noon? Not kidding weyh! And some other days, we will(at least me and two of my friends will) open up the books and swallow each and every words existed. At times (most of the time, actually) we will debate about certain things, about the cases, about the laws, about how to answer the freaking questions. And to my suprise, I really enjoyed it. Pink corner is THE place to study. You can flirt and study at the same time. HAHA.  Kidding. We put our nose on the grindstone and go the extra mile for our exams. And I'm not joking. If Ummi knows what I've been doing here, she would have said, "Bagus nye anak ummi nie.. Ummi bangga dengan Yana.. Regardless of what you'll get for your exams because I know you have studied hard and do your best". And yes ummi.. I'm doing my best here.. Trying to survive.. Scoring.. My Torts lecturer said we did pretty good in our test the other day.. And I've got my first Contracts test result.. Though I' not the highest scorer in my batch, but second best is not that bad is it? Alhamdullilah.. Am struggling and aiming for the best.. Please God help me in this. I wish I can hit the highest score in my next test as well as my final exams.. Ameen..

But still..despite all that, my biggest concern right now is Family Law... You have no idea how hard it is.. It's even harder than Add Maths (Ok fine.. Almost as hard as Add math. Fine. Add Math is harder. ) If you get what I mean? I'm really really worried about this subject. I don't wanna fail and have to repeat this paper.. I really don't want to. God please help me..

So that's all about my studies.And regarding other things.. As I said earlier.. I'm enjoying myself here.. I finally realised that I can live on my own.. You have no idea how it feels like.. I am really really happy! Hope this happiness gonna last forever! Having to know the fact that I'm still in the market. LOL.:D No no no. What I mean is, having to know the fact that there is (or is it are.?) still someone that cares and concerns about diri ini. hahaha... I'm being everyone's friend right now! I mingle around.. Get to know people.. And get to know you and you and you.. Life is not so boring after all! hehe.. 

I believe Um has changed my perspective about life.. About living.. About love.. About friends.. About surviving.. I think God has finally answered my prayers.. And I'm sorry God for not being a good and faithful servant of yours.. I'll improve myself in the future.. I'll let go of my past.. And start anew and fresh. For a better me. And I'm gonna love myself first before I love someone and being loved. That's my promise. 

So...I'm gonna hit the bed now. Shleeeppyyyyyyy! hehe.. Nite2 people!