Are You A Psychopath?

This test was given to me by my cousin. He said that this test was made by a Psychologist to determine whether you are a psychopath or not. 

So, if you would like to know something about you that you didn't know, something that is kept hidden within you, try to answer this question to unleash the monster in you. :) 

Ouh yeah, you'd have to answer this question by yourself. No asking, no googling, no nothing. Then only it's genuine. So, here goes the question. 

"At her mother's funeral, Zabedah *bukan nama sebenar* met a charming, young gentleman who caught her attention. She's attracted to him like a magnet. He was so fine and so her type. She could not get her eyes off him.

However, she forgot to ask his contact number. She knew nothing about him. Not even his name, not his phone number, not his email, nothing. She felt sad. Her mother has just passed away, and she did not get his contact number, the person she truly adores.

Things became worse when she got to know something. 

Late that night, she MURDERED her sister. 

Why?"

Feel free to drop your answer. 

P/s: I am a psychopath. I answered the question correctly. Beware. 

5 Reasons As To Why The Person We Like Should Not Know That We Like Him.

5 reasons as to why the person we like should not know that we like him.

5 sebab kenapa orang yang kita suka tak perlu tahu kita suka dia.

Because you know, if a person knows that you like him/her, it's either he'll respond kindly to it, ie by showing some interest, and later you guys will hook up and date each other, or he'll run away like a scared little boy (because he doesn't like you) which will make you go all OUUUCCCHHHHHHHHHHH! So yeah. Mana-mana respon pun akan jadi hurtful, not just the pain of being rejected, but also, if he's kinda responding quite okay to you, but it's hanging. You get what I mean? It means that, orang tu macam tahu kau suka dia, dan dia pun macam respon dekat kau, tapi lepas tu, dia senyap, kemudian respon balik. So, at times, you'll feel like, what laaaaaaa?! In other words, it's going no where. 

So bagi aku, lebih baik kalau kita suka seseorang (sila faham beul betul istilah ini ya) senyap-senyap. And to me, there are several factors yang menyebabkan kita suka seseorang tu:

1) External values: Mungkin just by the way he is, his simplicity, his big glasses, long hair, his height, his awkward shyness, the fact the you will immediately look away when you meet his eyes, (kantoi usha), him not speaking to you but cakap banyak gila with other people. Just by looking at him will make you smile, for no obvious reasons. Senang cakap, kau tak kenal sangat orang ni, jarang text, cakap apatah lagi, tapi kadang-kadang terjumpa, and kau agak observant dekat orang ni, and you like him because he has that sex appeal on you. 

2) Internal values: His ability to make you talk to him for ages and never get bored, or even texts, or how funny, and outspoken he can be, the level of sweetness he could reach, his high energy which is rather infectious, and how comfortable you are whenever he's around. The more you get to know him,  the more attracted you are to the inner him, not just on the outside. Or in other words, kau kenal orang ni, and kau selesa dengan perangai dia and cara dia bawak diri dia. 

3) Someone totally new: Ni paling best nak suka. Sebab dia macam puzzle, where you'd have to find the missing pieces. You might like him by his physical, but baru sekali cakap dengan dia and lepak sama, you are attracted to his attitude jugak (or the fact that he has a lovely voice and can speak English really well. LOL). So, he's like a magnet la. Dalam kata lain, kau tak kenal sangat, and kenal sangat pun tak dia ni, tapi kau just suka dia sebab physically he's quite attractive, and he has many other extra ticks as well (not just his physical). 

So having said all that, here's my top 5 list as to why kita patut SUKA orang tu tanpa orang tu mengetahui nya. Cekidauttttt~

#1 - No obligation. 

Maksudnya, you are not responsible for him, and he is not responsible for you. Masing-masing buat kerja msing-masing. You can carry out your life and he can continue on with his, without having any obligation or responsibility towards each other. So, this could save many arguments, misunderstanding and fights and also, this could save time and money.

#2 -Free as a bird. 

Maksudnya, you are not tied to him, and neither is he tied to you. You can mingle with whoever you want, wherever and whenever. So your movement or social life are not restricted. Like come on, you're still not married, you'd want to get to know people. Kalau he knows that you like him, and you go mingle with other people as well, he'll probably think that you're not interested in him, where the fact is, you do like him more than any other person. So tak ke terjadi nya confusion dan misunderstanding di situ?

#3 -Motivation. 

Maksudnya, the person you like ni macam sumber inspirasi dan motivasi you la. Contohnya, you're single and life could sometimes be dull and boring, so having someone you like could add spices and colours to it. So instead of only focusing on your studies (which is quite lame) you'd have other interests as well. And you'll also have more things to be done macam stalk orang ke.. Eh? haha. And the best part is, that person doesn't even know you like him! So what you see him as, is the real him, it's him being him-et naturale. Kahkah.

#4 -Indirect get-to-know. 

Maksudnya, kalau kau suka orang tu, mesti lah kau selalu tengok dia, observe cara dia, identify personality dia etc. So, without him knowing it, you are actually doing your homework of getting to know him. Bukan judging, tapi buat research. Sebab apa tahu, we may like a person based on his physical, but makin lama kita kenal dia, and makin kita tahu banyak pasal dia, you'll start to realize that he's not your cup of tea. He's just not your type. But you'd still like him, is just that, not to the extent that you want to go any further than that.

#5 -Still friends. 

Maksudnya, kau suka dia, and dia tak tahu kau suka dia, and kau tak confess, then kau dapat tahu he's with someone else, kau frust, tapi at least, kau tak putus kawan dengan dia. Sebab you know, confession could be a good thing, or it could be detrimental. If you're more of a taking-risk-type-of-person, then you should go for the confession thingy, but you're not, and you know your limit of 'liking' that person is not to the extent that you really want him, then don't. Sebab if that person you like, doesn't like you, then he akan rasa uncomfortable to even be friends with you. So there you go, you dah hilang seorang kawan. 

You see, that's why, you should really understand the term 'like'/ 'suka' betul betul. Because, 'like' is the lowest form of love and affection. Unless you really love that person, then you should go for it without any hesitation. Even if he declines, you'd feel a whole lot better because you have let him know your feelings. And chances are, he might love you back. ;) Even if he declines, you know by heart what you want and brave enough to tell him. So, kuddos to you! 

Anyway, this is just my opinion. It might or might not be true. And this only applies to the ladies. Sebab, call me old-fashioned, but I still think that a guy should make the first move, not a girl. So, to the guys out there, if you like a girl, go and tell her when you think it's time. But you know, jangan tunggu lama-lama nanti lama-lama dia diambil orang. She terima or tak terima tu belakang cerita. :) All the best guys!

Tata!

P/s: I might as well write aboutt : 5 Reasons As To Why The Person We Like Should Know We Like Them +.+'

Tat Nenas got 3rd place!!

Hai semua!

This entry is dedicated to my beloved Halusinasians. The results for Karviter (Karnival Teater UM) was announced last night. And guess what?! Kita dapat nombor 3, Menang Best Lighting Award, and dapat 3 pencalonan ie: 

1) Pelakon Perempuan Terbaik: Bijou

2) Pelakon Pembantu Perempuan Terbaik: Juwita

3) Pelakon Pembantu Lelaki Terbaik: Pak Leh

Waktu they announced watak Juwita tercalon, I was like.... WHAT??! Serously? haha. Seriously, Iw as not expecting that, at all. Sumpah terkejut gila. Yang I really expected was Bijou. Tapi dah rezeki kan. Tercalon jelah tapi dengan 4 others tapi tak menang lah. haha. Tapi kan, dapat masuk Top 5 dalam ramai-ramai tu rasa terharu pun ada. Kahkahkah. And then, time they announced we got 3rd place I macam.. WHATTTTTTTTTTT?! Because I was not expecting to get any placing as well. Tiada self-confidence langsung kan? ^^

Alhamdullilah.. Seronok bila effort one whole team tu nampak. Sebab, macam certain colleges tu, jurang antara pelakon-pelakon mereka  is too huge. Yang hebat, hebat gila sampai menang award Pelakon Terbaik etc, tapi yang teghok, teghok bebeno. So it was not balanced. And kita orang ni pulak, eventhough hanya 3 pencalonan and tak menang untuk apa-apa awards, tapi I think we are strong as  a team. Tu yang boleh dapat nombor 3 kot tu. huhu.

I am so happy and grateful that I am a part of Halusinasi. And last night, Abang Modee said, let's aim for the win next year. In Shaa Allah. :) 

Here are some photos. God i am so gonna miss these people. :(

Till then. Papai!

TAT NENAS

Tat Nenas. 

Catchy kan nama dia? Ni lah tajuk teater kolej aku:

Halusinasi, Kolej Kediaman Kelima, Universiti Malaya.

Time aku first baca skrip ni, aku macam..Nervous. Sebab aku tak reti berlakon, tak pernah pon menceburkan diri dalam bidang lakonan, tapi niat di hati ingin berlakon, nak cuba, sebab aku minat. Jadi nervous because watak dalam cerita ni ada 4 je: 

Bijou (watak utama), Juwita, Pak Leh, and Awan.

So you know, I can be very insecure with myself sebab rasa tak mampu nak buat. Time sebelum casting tu, dah macam ayam berak kapur. Takut gila. Yelah, nak compare dengan my competitors, rasa macam tak layak dan kerdil je. Honestly. Time casting tu, I just did what I thought was right. Yelah, I know nothing about theater. So, main bedal jelah cerita dia. And suprisingly, I got one of the female roles dalam cerita ni. Watak tu nama dia Juwita. Watak ni aku faham sebab sedikit sebanyak watak ni macam aku jugak. But a lil bit different in certain ways. Hah kelas u'ollls. I didn't try out for watak Bijou sebab sumpah tak faham watak dia ni. So, passsssssssss. 

Speaking of watak Juwita ni, banyak jugak scene yang awkward, and seductive sikit.  And time show tu, audience went 'wooooo, eeeewwww, ughhhh,  aaaaaaa' jugak lah. =.='

Aku baru je join Halusinasi this year. And sumpah cakap, it's the best club that I have ever joined, so far. Menyesal sebab tak join since last year. Time first year dulu malu-malu, segan nak berlakon. Alah, sekarang pon sama je, still segan, still tak percaya pada diri, still tak berubah. Cuma, dapat kekuatan sikit bila ada orang yang lebih percaya dekat aku more than I believe in myself. So, rasa macam, let's just give it a try. And that is one of the best decisions I have ever made. Sebab Halusinasi ni macam one big family tao. All the seniors turun bagi support, seniors yang dah habis belajar pon bagi support, rasa macam, wow gila. 

And our Director adalah Abang Modee. He's damn awesome!!! Serious! Banyak gila yang dia ajar pasal teater and how to act. Dia cakap, kita act on the stage adalah untuk entertain people, jangan fikir untuk menunjuk nunjuk ke nak berlagak ke apa ke. And, before masuk scene, ingat kita dari mana supaya kita tahu mana halu tuju kita, tak menonong je masuk tak tahu apa and  merely blurting out the lines. Paling penting is to have fun while doing it, don't rush your lines, and just have fun. Energy level kena sentiasa tinggi, jangan sekali pun biar energy jatuh. Pernah this one time tengah rehearse, dia suruh kita orang stop, and dia susun 4 kerusi jarak jarak and dia suruh kita orang merangkak bawah kerusi tu sambil sebut lines. God! It was damn tiring and rasa nak give up je. Tangan lebam lebam, bengkak bengkak bagai. Dia suruh kita orang merangkak bawah kerusi sambil sebut lines sebab nak suruh kita orang bagi energy time cakap lines tu. Fuhhhh. Kenangan betul. =.=' And macam macam lagi dia ajar. Aku yang daripada kayu gila berlakon jadi lembut sikit. 

Assitant Director pulak Popo. He's very supportive and he trusts me more than I trust myself. When I have doubts he'd say "I believe in you. You can do this." He gave all of us support, and push us to the very core. Sampai ada this one time I just feel like giving up sebab so many things happened at one time. But he pulls us together. Ensure that our show runs smoothly and everything. And susah nak cari orang yang support our interest, yang hina yang kutuk memang ramai. Yang ignore, tak bagi kata kata semangat langsung pun ada.Though I personally went against him so many times, and macam macam lah. Sorry Popo.

GP pulak Music Director. Ni lagi sorang yang selalu bagi semangat. Because my scenes banyak kena nyanyi. And I never hit the right note. NEVER. Sumpah down gila sampai stress nak mati. Ada this one point, I care more on my singing rather than my acting. But he cakap, "as long as you masuk betul, tak lari tempo, it's fine. Ni pertandingan teater, bukan pertandingan nyanyian. So, jangan risau sangat."

But frankly speaking, I think a lot about the singing part. Dah lah one day before the show, I lost my voice. HILANG SUARA! Waktu tu dah freak out gila dah. Confidence was at it's lowest point. Suara dah macam bapuk, pakai wig and make up tebal menyerupai seorang bapuk, so memang cukup pakej seorang bapuk. Sumpah down. Stress. Tak tahu nak handle macam mana. GP bagi semangat, then Shuk (Shukri nama sebenar) tarik pi tepi one hour before 'the' show and cakap I look miserable. And he cakap, jangan sebab my worries on the singing part, jeopardize my entire performance. And I was like.. And he cakap few more things which really encouraged me. Thanks Shuk, thanks GP.

But still, I sang only one song. Sepatutnya dua lagu, but sebab tak mampu, so Din (yang memegang watak Awan) kena nyanyi lagu tu. Thank you Din. :) Same goes to Aloi (yang memgang watak Pak Leh). Banyak bagi support and dorongan and orang yang paling aku rasa selesa with dalam Halusinasi. Husna (yang memegang watak Bijou) whose acting was superb, awesome hebat gila etc. I'm praying hard that you'd be nominated as one of the best actresses darling. You were so good! And to all the arca's; Emma, Qiela, Manis and Edwin, thanks for making the show interesting and for adding flavours to it. You guys were good  too! :)

And to the whole entire team, thanks for the bitter sweet experience. I honestly can't wait for next year's Karviter. Berlakon atau tidak bergantung pada nasib. Kalau orang still percaya pada diri ini, and nampak my capabilities, and terpilih, mungkin akan berlakon. If not, tak lah, tak ada rezeki. :) And now, I really miss my Halus family. :(

So that's all for now.  Papai!

Sarcastic

Who do you trust in life? Siapa? Pernah tak kau terfikir orang yang kau percaya tu khianat kau? Or maybe, kau memang dah tahu dari mula lagi dia tak suka kau, tapi kau cuba untuk jadi kawan dengan dia. But along the way, you got the feeling that it will never happen. But still, kau bagi kepercayaan dekat dia sebab kau lagi percaya dekat dia daripada orang lain. Pathetic isn't it? Bukan, tu bodoh nama nya.

Aku tahu aku adalah masalah nya. Tapi aku tak tahu mana salah nya dengan diri ini. Kau tahu? Kalau tahu tolong bagitahu sikit. Sumpah aku blur. Aku tak nampak diri aku macam mana kau orang nampak aku. So, please enlighten me. No heart feeling, I promise you. Aku cuma nak jadi someone yang orang lain selesa dengan. Yang bila orang nampak je, dari jauh dah "Whatsupppppppppppppppppppppppp babe?!". Ok tak delah jauh sangat, tapi nampak pun dah tegur sakan. Macam tu lah.

Aku faham lah jugak. Dah memang nature aku jadi annoying gedik mengada segala bagai. Pasal tu ek? Hah sedar pun. Mungkin sifat inlah yang buat orang benci kau. Tak paham paham lagi? Ok, aku boleh tone down sikit. Pedehal. No problemo. Tapi, kalau gedik kau aku boleh terima pakai, tak judge pun kau jenis apa, tak canang pun dekat orang sana sini pasal kau, asal kau nak buat macam tu dekat aku? Bukan lah aku nak kata ada orang canang pasal aku, just saying, kalau ada, sila lah terasa, kalau tak ada, tak perlu menyirap.

Mungkin zaman untuk orang menjadi selesa dengan aku has long gone, because I have never faced with this kind of shit ever, before. Maybe the society I was in before this was more accepting, and less judgmental. Mungkin la. Sebab aku dapat rasa yang zaman childhood aku, aku lah orang yang paling friendly, paling orang selesa, paling disayangi segala bagai lah. Naik sekolah menengah pun aku still tak ada masalah nak mencari kawan. Serious. Senang je. Kawan gelak bersepah, kawan menangis yang setia hujung nyawa pun ada. In fact, sampai sekarang pun masih kawan baik yang paling baik aku pernah ada. Tu baru precious. Macam diamond. Shine bright like a diamond. Eh.

Baiklah, berbalik kepada isu sebentar tadi, aku still rasa bengang dengan diri ini, sebab lepas je sekolah menengah, masuk PLKN, aku susah gila nak dapat kawan, perempuan. Kawan laki time PLKN semua baik dengan aku, dah kira bros aku dah. Tak ada lah menyakit kan hati macam sesetengah tu. Yang pengkid pon baik dengan aku. Sampai buat aku terharu berkali kali. Yang perempuan time PLKN pun ada jugak, Nashawieyah. Kamcing gila. Sebab dia pun gila-gila orang nya, so masuk lah nak buat apa pun. Kau memang best doe Nasha. Tapi lepas PLKN, dah tak rapat sangat dah. Kontek pun sekali sekala. Tak apa babe, asalkan aku still ingat dekat kau.

And similarly, masuk Asasi, lagi macam kutu babi. Langsung tak ada kawan. Aku dengan dunia aku, tak peduli tak masuk campur hal orang tak ingin tahu pasal sesiapa pun. Haaa. Mungkin inilah penyebab nya. Ini lah dia. Start Asasi ni lah aku jadi kurang mendapat kawan. Time Asasi dulu, aku rapat dengan roomate aku tu je, Nadyra. Minah ni lagi gila. Haha. Sumpah epik. Teringat dekat dia buat aku nak gelak selama 5 minit tanpa henti. kahkah. Dia budak TESL, cantik orang nya. Dengan dia nie, segala masalah in and out aku cerita. Dia pun sama. Kalau nak diikut kan, kita orang memang rapat gilos. Sekepala. Sekarang dia dekat UIA. Aku pulak dekat UM. And sadly,  dah tak rapat sangat dah. Tapi still kontek lah jugak.  Kawan kelas, tak rapat sangat. Tapi time tu, aku tak sedar pun penting nya kawan nie. Aku macam, ahh whatever. Still hidup tak ada ramai kawan pun. Gitu lah. Bodoh sungguh.

Masuk UM, bertambah kronik. Sampai aku tak tahu siapa kawan, siapa haiwan siapa lawan. Semua baik depan aku, dekat belakang, Nauzubillah. Sumpah aku tak paham doe, apa masalah kau sebenarnya? Kau tu merujuk kepada sesiapa sahaja. Tiada orang yang spesifik. Aku bukan lah nak kata yang aku nie angel baik hati konfem masuk syurga, tapi, aku tak adalah nak jadi talam bermuka muka macam kau. Aku senang je, kalau aku tak suka, aku cakap, confront, dah tu aku langsung tak nak masuk campur hal kau, aku dah tak mungkin akan rapat dengan kau.Lagi senang daripada aku mengumpat kau secara berjemaah. Tapi kadang-kadang tu terkeluar jugak lah. Maaf.

Pernah aku cerita masalah dekat seorang gadis ini, and aku betul betul percaya dekat dia, and dia pun siap kata your secret is safe with me, but it turned out to be totally different. Dia buat cerita pasal aku. Mak ai. Robek hatiku. Macam mana aku tahu? Salah seorang daripada orang yang dia pergi buat cerita tu, cakap dekat aku. Perghhhhh. Tapi aku buat bodoh jelah. Sebab aku dah tahu. Tapi memang harapan lah aku nak percaya dekat kau dah. Tu memang dah bukak lampu, suluh dengan torchlight lagi cerita nya.

Tapi yang senyap senyap ni yang bahaya, wah depan bukan main lagi kau punya mulut manis macam gula, pusing belakang je sikit muka dah macam jelebo. Hah pi cari maksud jelebo tu apa. JELEBO.

Aku rasa aku nie melalut panjang yang amat. Tajuk entry nie Sarcastic, tapi sarcastic ke? Macam mengekspresi kan apa yang terbuku dihati je. Ya, memang. Kalau kau nak terasa, terasa lah sila kan sila kan. Kalau tak, ah aku nak kau terasa jugak.

Konklusinya, makin aku meningkat dewasa, semakin susah untuk aku kenal seseorang yang bernama 'kawan'. Ke, aku yang sudah hilang pengertian tentang definisi itu. Mungkin, maksud 'kawan' pada zaman moden ini termasuklah tikam-menikam dari belakang, kata-mengata, aku-lagi-bagus-dari-kau,  mulut-manis-macam-gula-hati-hitam-macam-puaka, dan mungkin aku-kawan-dengan-kau-sebab-nak-popular-semata-mata. Tapi tak jugak, ada je aku tengok orang yang berkawan memang betul betul kawan. Naik jatuh bersama. Sumpah aku jealous. Jealous ya amat.

Sepatutnya, orang umur aku nie dah sibuk mencari teman hidup, aku pulak sibuk mencari kawan sejati di universiti. Buat masa nie, aku tak peduli kalau ada lelaki nak kat aku ke tak, sumpah aku tak peduli sekarang. Tapi aku betul betul serious dalam mencari kawan perempuan. huhu. Ke aku nie lesbian? :O jk.

And as for now, to my best friend in the whole wide world:

AFIQAH IZZATI MAZLAN

My prayers will always be with you. :)

Sekian.

Bubbye Exams! :P

I'm a happy kid cuz exams are overrrrrr! Yeayy! Happy Hols people! :) Take good care of your health, drink lots of water, eat a lot of fruits and veges, and get enough sleep! *note to self actually*

HAPPY HOLIDAY PEOPLE!

:)

My future life..

I really don’t know what’s your plan for me Dear Lord.. Whatever the plan is, I know it’s good. Because in you, I do believe. 

And in my future life, I want  a soul mate. I don’t care whether I’ll be practicing law or not. It doesn’t matter to me. As long as I have a happy, satisfying life around the people I love.

 I wish Ummi a long life. Long enough to be there on kakak’s wedding, and mine too. Long enough to watch her grandchildren circling her, to listen to her stories, or to just kiss her on the cheeks. I wish Ummi health. So that she can prepare herself to you, God. And so that she can see the world. Each and every part of the world. And to see her smile, till her very last breath. 

I wish my siblings a prosperous life too. Happily standing beside the people they love. Married, and having lots and lots of beautiful kids. And we would be having  family gatherings, often. Laugh together. Eat together. And cherish each other’s presence. My big brothers, I know they’d be good husbands, and perhaps good fathers too. And my kakak, I know she’ll be the most caring and supportive wife to her husband. And most importantly, no matter what happens, we will never leave Ummi alone. Because, we love her.

And as for me, I wish I’d find my soul mate, one day. He’d be my bestfriend, my guardian angel, my protector, my life. The one who will never leave me. The one who will love me when I’m feeling good, or bad, happy, or sad, in good health or in illness, to hold my hands and always say that things would be okay. And just to hug me close when I’m feeling all down. No no. Not just when I’m feeling all down. But to hug me each and every single time he can. Before I go to sleep, when I wake up, when I’m sleeping, when I’m watching the tv, when I’m putting on lotion, when I’m cooking, whenever and wherever he can. Because to me, a hug is the most soothing gesture one could give to another. No words. Just a hug. And I know that I’d be safe in his arms. A husband whom I will care for and devote my whole life to. A husband who understands me more than I understand myself, cares for me, and only have me in his life. Possessive I am. I know.  

Ahhhh… Life.. I know that life isn’t a fairytale. We often don’t get what we want. It’s His will. He narrates our story. But it doesn’t mean we can’t be a co-writer. Though I don’t know what awaits for me in the future, but what I do know is, it would be something He knows I can handle. And I will never stop praying to Him, asking for all the good things I want in life. And even if I don’t get it, I understand that  there will be other things that are meant for me, other things that are written for me. Because He knows best. 

To love, and to be loved are the best gifts one could ever wish for in life.

Dear God,

 

 

 

If God grants me a wish. There's only one thing I'd ever wish for. 

I wish to have a female best friend. The one I can really rely on. Share everything with. The one who will not judge me. So we can share stories, shoulders, tears,laughter, joy and everything together. 

Dear God, that is all I'm asking for.I just want a female best friend.

 

 

 

Yunalis Zarai

 

 #np Remember My Name

Only those who really know me would know that I'm Yuna's die hard fan. I really look up on her. I look up on her in many aspects. Her unique voice, her beautiful lyrics that she writes herself, her music, how she can play various musical instruments flawlessly, the way she portrays herself, her fashion, her modesty, how humble she is, charismatic, and she has this appealing flare about her. It's not just her voice. It's the whole her. Of course I see her from the eyes of a fan. Not someone who is so close to her as in her best friend, or her sister.So I might only look on the good side of her. But it doesn't matter. If this is how much she carries herself as an artist, free from wild gossips celebs these days make money from, I dare say she's famous simply because of her talent. I'm not saying this because I admire her so much that I got blinded. No. But this is my honest opinion. If you don't agree, get lost. You don't wanna argue with me on this. Trust me. 

#np Lullabies

It has always been my dream to meet her and see her perform live. And that dream has finally came true when someone gave me a ticket To Urbanscapes 2012 and told me to meet the person I admire the most in action. I know I couldn't hide my excitement when that person gave me the ticket. =.=' It felt surreal. My ultimate purpose of going to Urbanscapes was to meet her. And only her. Though there were quite a number of other well known acts such as the Bittersweet, Love Me Butch, etc. But that, I don't really mind. I just wanna meet Yuna. And so I did. 

#np Sparkle

She was last to perform on the 24th. Last performance of the day. The best performance among all. Again, you don't wanna argue with me on this. Trust me. She wore a combination of red-yellow-orange-brown aztec printed leggings, a long black transparent (but of course she wore an inner inside) superman blouse *I don't know what it's called*  a green turban and and an ouh-so amazing vintage necklace. With a light touch of make up just to highlight her features. She's a star. Enough said. I was right infront of the stage. Right before her. And the crowd went wild when she stepped on the stage.Yes, including me. I shouted YUNA I LOVE YOU a zillion times. And I think I annoyed the tall guy standing slightly infront of me. Whatever. You want silence? Go to the library. It's Yuna! I ought to shout! haha. :)

#np Penakut

 

She started off by singing Gadis Semasa. My God! She has the voice of an angel! Not that I have heard an angel's voice, but I think that's exactly how it would sound. She sings live even better than her recordings or in Youtube. I AM NOT KIDDING YOU THIS IS SERIOUS AND AGAIN IT'S NOT BECAUSE I'M A FAN OF HERS. Her voice is one in a million. And while she was singing, she was doing this lovely hand gestures following the rhythm of the song. It's as though she's dancing, but not really. But whatever she's doing on the stage, I'm buying it. I fell in love with her over and over again. She has this unique and appealing swag about her that you cannot not to adore her. 

#np See You Go

I was hoping that she's gonna sing this song yesterday. But she didn't. She sang Coffee, Cinta Sempurna, Come As You Are, Fears and Frustrations, Favourite Thing, Lullabies, Sparkle, Decorate, and Penakut just to name a few. I love all her songs. I did singalong with her. But most of the time I was listening to her in awe while recording some of her singing. And kept on saying SEDAP GILA SUARA DIA! Some people say that she sings and sounds differently  in recordings and better than live. Those are all bullshit. She sang even better live!  No kidding! 

So overall, I really enjoyed her performance yesterday. And I look forward to her other performances, I'll definitely go. :) I managed to record some of her songs yesterday. But her photos are quite blurry. So I'm not gonna post it up here. The recordings maybe, but some other time because UM internet is not that supportive. ^^

#np Coffee

P/s: I love Yuna